New Boy

Here we go...
I am starting up a relationship with a new guy. He is great, but this is always hard. It would be nice if I didn't have so much baggage, but I do. Thats just me. I always have to explain myself, but I am sick to death of doing this. It is trying and frustrating. One more boy to look at me shyly with an embarassed glance. Fuck. I fucking hate this part. It is agonizing.